Glad this year is almost over.

[Sandy4453]

This Thursday is just another day but I'm sooooo very much looking forward to starting a new year, putting the sad events, maybe? tucked a little further away than they feel right now.

Losing my little cat has been the saddest...can't seem to lift myself up quite yet. I went to a breeder this afternoon and looked at 6 week old, Torti point Himalayans that normally, would have caused me to act spontaneously and purchase one and maybe, if they were ready to be taken (not for another 3 weeks), I would have but, I left without leaving a deposit. My heart just isn't in it.

I'm not even interested in my orchids at the moment.

This kind of loss has been just as difficult as the loss of human life. Can anyone here, relate to this?

Looking forward to 2009!!!!!!

P.S. Sorry to be such a downer.