the one that got away

[nikkik]

I totally understand, Beth. I think that is part of the fun in this hobby, when you get you mind set on a certain plant you have to "hunt" for it. Sometimes, it does become consuming, but like optimist pointed out, as long as it's not getting in the way of your life the enjoy the "hunt".

By the way, I too am a huge fan of speciosa. I have seen them sold by Peter Lin of Big Leaf, Seattle Orchid and I know several ebay vendors put them up from time to time. Good luck finding your plant.