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you have a favorite leaf. It is on my N Kinkabuto, one of the plants in my Total Chaos posting.

:rofl:

I love it! I get excited about some of the little things concerning my plants, too. I am so grateful for the Orchid Society because they understand.... :|

and what a beautiful leaf!

So many aspects of each of my neos I just love but I'm afraid to obsess too much (ie look at them too hard) less something happen and a leaf get damaged or a root stop growing or a growth die... etc. lol.

http://www.orchidboard.com/community...1&d=1538105601Try to take the good with the bad.

For instance with my wounded Ryouga, I am getting enjoyment from the developing new leaf and will even get pleasure when the oldest leaves start falling off from the other side and additional new leaves form on the side lacking to eventually balance things.

Picture taken during watering/feeding process. I don't grow my plants on the kitchen counter.