
03-20-2008, 05:47 PM
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Join Date: Feb 2008
Zone: 5b
Location: Avon, NY
Age: 35
Posts: 614
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i don't think she meant us to think the stroke was blissful at all. i think that her circumstance gave her the unique perspective of being able to "live in the moment". im sure there was 8 years of agony and frustration trying to put her life back together, but she wasn't worried about that at the time. nor was she worried about what had happened at work the day before. from all that she had to face in the coming years she was able to walk away with something a little more powerful. as a culture we tend to spend a lot of time looking ahead of us and behind us. if we could all just shut that down and enjoy our surroundings for just a few minutes a day. live in the now. not for yesterday or tomorrow. its funny that i was actually just thinking about this earlier this morning before i got online. i was down sitting in my grow room. listening to the humm of the fan. feeling the sun coming through the window and the rustle of the plants. it was perfect. for two seconds i was able to block out worrying about the upcoming work week. whether or not saturdays clients will pay the bill or tell me they'll send me a check. in the brief second i was able to forget about the recent loss of my grandfather, who i very close to. i was totally able to enjoy where i was and the moment i was in. i think that is what she wanted you to take away from her experience. ok, that was way too much typing and the ramblings of a mad man.  but just how i felt about it, i think from now on ill stick to the joke thread.
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