Where to buy blue forms of phals? Equestris especially.

[Ordphien]

Hello! Haven't been on in a while.

As the title says I'm looking for the blue forms of many different phals. Violacea, bellina, and hybrids like sapphires gala or jiahos blueberry. But I can't seem to find them for sale anywhere that's not a sibling population. My collection is limited in space and I really don't want to keep buying crosses hoping to get the coerulea version. So where the heck do I buy these guys?

The one that's really getting me is equestris. That thing keikis like crazy but no one seems to have it. I can't find a solid source for one anywhere. Google isn't being helpful. So I'm asking here.

I know Norman's has the crosses but I've had very bad experiences with them in the past. Though it has been like 5 years so maybe they've changed.